Bittersweet Memories

Inklings of You and Me

Sometimes I have a chuckle

Sometimes I get a tear

Why must it be like so

If only I was an angel

Maybe I'd know

What if you were the One

But I lost you so

Believe in me

Maybe one day we will unite again

I miss you

I hope you do too

As you have become so far Away

I have yet to reach you from the Stars

As I wonder day and Night

Will it be possible to become closer to You

Why is it the harder I Try

The farther you seem to Be

I cannot remember the last time I have seen You

The last time I have seen your sweet adorable Smile

Those twinkle beautiful eyes of Yours

They melt me like addictive Chocolates

Cherishing your love and Happiness

As I know every precious moments will be Forever

You will always be there for Me

No matter if it is day or Night

You were always so gentle and Sweet

Because You are my one and Only....

Been awhile since I signed in here, lots of things have happened.  Thinking about bunch of things tonight, kinda gives me a big headache.   I wish my worries and thoughts would just go away.   Sometimes I'm bit afraid of the future events, and wish I could just stay in the past.  It's hard to tell my friends exactly what is happening..and I just enclose all the frustrations to myself.  I haven't written a journal for a long time, wish I'd write down my thoughts more often.  It just helps to clear my mind.  Life is just complicated, can never really be completely happy..nor the other. 

There are many people that we walk through in our lives.  Some of them become our everlasting friends, some of them just passing by.  It is saddening that even once best-friends become strangers in a few years.  As friends become lovers, as lovers become strangers, it is a complicated circle of life and connections.  It's always nice to fall back on good friends when you're feeling down, those friends that are always there for you no matter what.  When u're feeling sad, or going through some things, they always try to cheer you up and put a smile on your face.  I'm glad I've made some precious friends that have helped me throughout my life.  I guess sometimes misunderstandings and distance can cause people to fall farther apart.. 

Sometimes I miss those carefree days.  Those times when I can just go wherever I want to.  I miss hanging out with my old friends.  Everyone has their different goals and ambitions, and sadly when they don't share the same road, they just become strangers.  I wish someday everyone can open up their feelings, share their thoughts freely...without hiding all the secrets or words that should be said.  Even families are not as close as should be, feel like these days we depend too much on technology to communicate..MSN, Yahoo, Email. Technology makes us lazy to pickup the phone or meetup in person. 

Hey there!  Haven't been on here much.  Just to check some messages.  I'm on Spring Break this week ^_^  Planning to do something fun this weekend, perhaps the beach or take a roadtrip somewhere.  Been doing some online job research, not sure what kind of jobs to get.  It's been raining all day..hopefully it will be sunny later.  Yesterday was very hot, and day before was kinda cold... that's unusual florida weather :)

It's already March and weather's been cold and last month it dropped to the 30's.  Lot of my plants died and sadly will have to buy new ones.  It's been so unpredictable lately, I don't know what I need to wear when I go out.  Usually in March /February we would be in tank tops and flip flops in Orlando.  I'm in the school library right now, will prob go shopping in stores when it's not so wet outside.  Can't believe spring break there are still students and staff hanging around campus.  I'd be driving off somewhere far if I could, but have to wait 'til the weekend.  Have responsibility and finish some homework unfortunately.  Wonder what's everyone else doing on their spring break?? :)